I Don't Want To Love You


I don't want to love you
But I have to
Of my own volition
Without condition

I don't want butterflies in my tummy
Before I call you on the phone
I don't want my heart
To pound and pitter-patter
When I see you in the shower

I don't want to love you
I have to
Voluntarily
Necessarily 

I don't want to worry
Something might happen to you
I don't want you to worry
I might have met someone new

True I don't want to love you
And I don't want to lose you
Of my own volition
Without condition

I don't want to
I have to love you.

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