Complicated Gay Love

When you walk out that door Suddenly I'm homesick for your love It only takes a minute to miss you Only a second to kiss you But forever to say goodbye Now I'm homesick for your love So quickly I feel so alone Until you call me on the phone Then I jump for joy We will be apart for some time You will always be on my mind Not all of you Only the good times  When I see your clothes in the closet Suddenly I'm homesick I see your hat hanging on the hook Suddenly I'm homesick For your love / For your touch For your kiss / For forever I'm homesick for my lover I don't miss my hometown at all But I'm longing for your return When you walk back thru that door My passions start to burn Sit next to you and talk Maybe go for a slow walk Bump elbows and hold hands Discuss our future plans If we must be apart for some time You can surely guess What will be on my mind I will be homesick for your love Only takes a minute to miss you Only a second to kiss you But forever to s

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I'm rough around the edges But my core is solid My love may be somewhat ragged But my heart is always granite Can I be a little candid? I have a little heartache Thinking you might worry We might be found out I know I'm rough around the edges I admit / I plead guilty Sometimes I give too many speeches I confess I have a big mouth I'm rough around the edges At my core is a rocket Your love is the high octane fuel Nothing in the universe can block it I'm rough around the edges There's a reason you're still with me You see at my core is true love Forever that will be our residency I'm rough around the edges You worry we might be found out My heart is solid granite Even though I have a big mouth I'm rough around the edges Love is not a secret You're right we might be found out It might already be too late  I'm rough around the edges I'm so proud of my love I don't want to hide it But your worry is mine to take care of I'm rough around the

My muse is tired high paranoid Love goes in cycles Some things you can't avoid Is this blog too powerful? Confused high paranoid Love goes in cycles At the bar so hot showing off So proud to be in love Couple hours later Paranoia will destroy ya This blog is so hot How could the world not Know about us? Few months ago I was paranoid Full of doubt I started this blog To bring us back from the edge Now the blog threatens to break us up Is love really that powerful? It brings us together Then it tears us apart The blog is a bandage For a future broken heart Love goes in cycles Is this blog too powerful? Love can't be cancelled It's simply too wonderful Love brings us together Then it tears us apart The blog is only a bandage For a future broken heart My heart and yours My muse is paranoid Our secret love might be found out And our relationship destroyed If you break up with me I will always have this blog If something happens to me You will always have this blog Evidence and p

What do you think of my new dress? I love you It! I mean I love it What do you think about this slinky nightgown? I love you It! I mean I love it I'm not supposed to say it But I can't help it The L word gives me trouble I get confused with conjugation How do you find this microwave dinner? I love you It! I mean I love it How do you feel about getting married? I love you I mean I love the idea I'm not supposed to say it But I can't help it When you ask me simple questions I get confused with semantics Do I look fat in these cutoff shorts? I love you I mean I love how they fit Did I hurt your feelings when I cut you off short? I love you I mean I love your fringe benefit I'm not supposed to say it But I can't help it Do you like my new hair-do? I love you It! I mean I love it Do you like the notion of me and you? I love you I mean I love the idea I'm not supposed to say it I love you But I can't help it I mean I love everything about you.

I'm Not Faking My Love,July 3 Melody from my kitchen, Sep. 26 Melody for I'm Not Faking My Love, Sep. 25 While Holding Hands, Oct. 22 I Want You With Me, Oct. 19 Next On My List, Oct. 16 How Hot Are You? Oct. 13 Love Is Not Love, Oct. 9 Is This A Poem? Oct. 8 Heartache Of Separation, Oct. 8 Roll The Dice For Love, Oct. 7 Not Because I Have To, Oct. 6 Accidentally On Purpose, Oct. 3 Blame It On Me, Oct. 2 Mad About You, Sep. 30 Fingers and Lips, Sep. 28 Trade My Heart For Love, Sep. 22 Hot September Day, Sep. 18 Erectile Dysfunction, Sep. 17 Call It Bromance, Sep. 16 A Poem A Day, Sep. 15 Love Is A Cliche, Sep. 13 You Might Meet Someone, Sep. 10 Head Wrecker, Sep. 9 Song In My Soul, Sep. 9 No Closets In Outer Space, Sep. 8 Tingle In My Pants, Sep. 5 Why did I join this fitness club? Aug. 26 Smiling Ear To Ear, Aug. 23 That's My Super Power, Aug. 22 Love Stupor, Aug. 17 Bronco Of Love, Aug. 16 Where Are You Now? Aug. 15 What Should I Do? July 21 Have Faith In Love, July 13 Lo

Our love may appear vapid Empty of content Only we can hear the ballad Of great times we spent Together on the beach On the mountain trail  While holding hands In the rental car Swigging beer at the bar While holding hands Breath-taking and vapid Breathing becomes so rapid Together while holding hands Our love may appear vapid Empty of content Only if you're deaf to the ballad Of great times we spent Together while holding hands To a large extent Vapid or breath-taking Rapid becomes the breathing They can't see our memories Or feel your touch They will never understand How it feels to hold your hand Our love may appear vapid Empty of content Only we can hear the ballad Of great times we spent Together while holding hands That's private content Watching the sun set Kissing on the lips  While holding hands Seeing the moon rise Looking into your eyes While holding hands Our love may appear vapid As our breathing becomes rapid Full of content Of great times we spent Together wh

Just like an oak tree I'm born to stand tall I want you with me Or nothing at all A drive in the country Makes me feel good Magically it clears my head So I'm not misunderstood Like a magnifying glass To see with precision I want you with me That's my final decision Just like a shady tree You there by my side A drive in the country My thoughts are clarified It's as clear as day Without a doubt I want you with me Nothing to figure out It's plain to see A super easy call I want you with me Or nothing at all Your hand in my hand A drive in the country Your heart is like quicksand My truck gets stuck But the sky is sunny Your love is like a rock My truck pulls out And I'm glad you're with me What is there to figure out On a breezy day Without a doubt I want you with me The sun is out It's plain to see  A super easy call I want you with me Or nothing at all Just like an oak tree I'm born to stand tall  I want you with me Easy call.

(Short story gay fiction) We went to a Halloween party out of town. I dressed as the Greek god Hermes, patron of travelers, trade and peace. I'm the herald or messenger of the gods. I hold up my Caduceus as I deliver the message. Like holding up a single finger. I like saying the word. CADUCEUS! It's a short staff entwined by two serpents copulating. Or having peaceful trade.  My CADUCEUS is fancy. It's topped with wings and a shield and a disco ball. It's made of tin foil and paper mache wrapped onto a baseball bat. I might need a real club if this gay club gets too rowdy. I was wearing a cloak of invisibility. A white flat twin sheet like a toga. On the dance floor I let it show my body. I worked out for weeks looking forward to tonight. No I'm not naked under the invisibility cloak. I'm wearing shorts. My husband was dressed in drag as Aphrodite, goddess of love. Wearing a lovely pink tunic bordered with red roses. A tunic is basically a toga or sheet held to

It's midnight  Moonlight Stars hide  From the city lights Binge watching movies Action sci-fi Then a true story Soldiers die Next on my list Romance Strangers meet by chance Fall in love They argue Go their separate ways Heartache Joyful reunion I feel it I cry In real life  I step up my game Next on my list I lose weight Start working out Join a fitness club I become more stout Next on my list Real romance I create a love blog To clear my head of fog You're reading it I'm writing it Next on my list Poetry You inspire An explosion of creativity Poems and love songs To describe a true love That exists in reality I step up my game Next on my list Love Park beside your truck I sneak a kiss In the parking lot Grab your ass When the coast is clear When we get together Something happens Everything changes Suddenly we don't care It's become routine I step up my game Next on my list More love On to my house You put on short-shorts and a blouse So I can take them off Touch y

How hot are you Red hot So hot I can't stop So high on the spot So pretty I get tipsy So sexy I get dizzy How hot are you Hotter than the desert Drier than a fire Wetter than the river Full of desire How hot are you Red hot The color of your heart The fabric of your love The panties are pink It's you I'm dreaming of  How hot are you Red hot like a fire Full of desire Hotter than a volcano Meaner than a tornado Sweeter than a kiss Warmer than a whisper How hot are you Red hot So hot I can't stop So red are your lips So tight is my grip So firm I hold your hips How hot are you Hotter than a chili pepper Warmer than a chimney Softer than a sweater Longer than forever How hot are you Red hot like a fire Full of desire Hotter than the desert Wetter than the river So pretty I get tipsy So sexy I get dizzy How hot are you Smokier than a flue Cozier there with you We don't need much room So close is our love How hot are you Red hot Go straight to bed Hot Lie in the wet spot

No small-talk in this zoom call of the main cast. Who's straight & who's gay & who's bisexual in real life? Yep they say. Consensus they couldn't make this movie today. The director regrets some of the jokes.  The first scene Jarrod & Griff filmed was the swimming pool. "Come on! Get in! Get wet!" The bucket of semen was hair conditioner. "Big-time cum whore! They're all going to laugh at you!" Released in April 2006, the film itself was heavily edited & tweaked, not spontaneous.  Nobody mentions the sequel in this edited discussion. It was horrible. So they return to the original director's cut 15 years later.

Now it's Day 3. Monday morning. 7 am.  I wake up in my quarters. I'm alone with my thoughts and memories. I don't remember if I was dreaming. I'm well-rested. Smiling. Certainly nothing like the morning before. The dream where William, Jacob & I all hook up at the river in the summer back on Earth. Just as much sex in real life. A hand-job Day 2 on a romantic observation deck. But it wasn't romantic sex. We were wearing space suits. I got off though. Of course on Day One awake from hyper sleep, I poked the Lieutenant on the crazy piston chair. In outer space you can't stop thinking about sex. My calmness is more than that. It's the satisfaction of writing that report last night while on deck duty. I see in data stream that William has added to it overnight. Lieutenant has approved the recommendations and granted the day off. I have free time until 6 o'clock tonight. Then my 6-hour watch. William relieves me at midnight. I wonder if I'll see him t

Love is not love Our love is special Unique magnificent Never before has anyone loved Never has anyone made love Like we do / Me and you We are unique Love is love? That's ridiculous Love like ours is precious Our love is special Unique magnificent Never before has anyone felt Never has anyone felt love Like we do / Me and you Love is not love Our love is unique Special magnificent Precious significant Never before has a love been so great Never did a heart have such weight Our love is special Love is not love Rare and precious We are unique  In the history of forever That's how we feel in the now Of love's fever Love is not love When you're in love No one has ever loved before Like we do / Me and you Love is not love Our love is special.

Is this a poem Or lyrics of a love song Breakup / Heartache Shakeup / Heartbreak Earthquake of the heart Flash flood of love We're back together somehow Forgot what we were fighting about Still we're back together now Heartache when we're apart What drives us back together Earthquake of the heart Back together now somehow Shelter built on solid ground Is this a poem Or lyrics of a love song Pitter-patter goes the heart On a platter / A la carte Love is an entree Dessert is on display Followed by a movie Home cinema Then passionate love-making Home theater We're back together somehow A photo shoot to boot A kiss for right now Is this a poem Or lyrics of a love song Breakup / Heartache Shakeup / Heartbreak Earthquake of the heart Flash flood of love A la carte Is this a poem Or lyrics of a love song?

Love has two types of separation Heartache after an argument Longing after making love Two types of separation Heartache knowing I hurt your feelings I made you cry I said things And I lied I'm sorry As I rehearse these lines In my mind How to apologize Still be right but not care Shoulder any blame anywhere Whoever may be right It's my fault If you feel uptight Heartache how I made you feel I made you cry I said things And I lied Still I love you and always will There's nothing about you that I hate My heart aches when we separate After an argument A petty dispute I can't wait to substitute Love's redemption The longing of anticipation Knowing your hurt feelings are repaired You're the one for whom I truly care Replace the heartache of separation After an argument With the longing of anticipation After making up My heart aches after we argue Still I long to reunite Because I love you Heartache of separation Longing of anticipation.

Guaranteed lucky in love The odds are unbelievable Roll the dice / Roll it hot  Box Cars We settle down Snake Eyes We get married 7 or 11 We skinny dip Any other number We make love Roll the dice / Roll again Box Cars We sneak away Snake Eyes We roll in the hay 7 or 11 We kiss on the lips  Any other number We make love It's not so much luck  As the firm bed of my pickup truck Take a chance / Worth a gamble You can have passion and a family I'm not too hot to handle When you hold my hand With the other Roll the dice / Roll it hot Box Cars I make love to you Snake Eyes You make love to me 7 or 11 We kiss on the lips  Any other number We make love The odds are great / It's a sure thing Roll the dice / Love guaranteed  Box Cars We settle down Snake Eyes We get married 7 or 11 We kiss on the lips Any other number We make love Roll the dice for love 7 or 11 We kiss on the lips Any other number We make love.

You make it so easy For me to stay Still I have to go I will come back soon Not Because I Have To Because I want to You make it so easy For me to kiss you Caress and cuddle Finesse and snuggle Nose to nose Chest to chest When I'm on the love job I do my best Not Because I Have To Because I want to You make it so easy For me to talk Say what's on my mind How much I long for you How I dream about you Yet I can wait Not Because I Have To Because I want to You make it so easy For me to fall in love Stay a while longer Let your love grow stronger You will come back soon Not Because You Have To Because you want to You make it so easy For me to love you Still I have to go I will come back soon Not Because I Have To Because I want to.

Is it a good gay romance? Yes. I took a date to the empty theater weekday matinee. I got laid afterwards. Zing pow! Some parts resonated with us. Confused Love. Bobby says it's okay for him & Aaron to have a 4-way in Provincetown. Later Bobby says, No that didn't feel right. The heartache of separation after an argument. How they complement each other. The smooth one likes the hairy one. One is shy while the other has a podcast. One is talkative while the other listens.  I didn't understand the steroid sub-plot. It seems to be a literary device, excuse for Bobby to go into a roid rage. As if love can't do that. And it makes me wonder if Aaron's actor is taking steroids in real life for his hot body. "Maybe you're both bottoms & that's a problem." No, they're both versatile. Which is unrealistic.  The 3-month commitment was realistic. Lovers can walk away at anytime. My boyfriend & I are committed one date at a time. As hyperbole I s

Bros the movie  opened widely in theaters on Friday. Today is Tuesday. My boyfriend and I are going to see it Thursday. In another town. The one o'clock matinee. An excuse to go on a date. But it's risky. I have anticipated the movie for a while. Now it's been reviewed by conservative podcasts I subscribe to. I feel like I've already seen the movie. Or lived it. All the clips and positive commentary as well. How can this be a flop? Hollywood doesn't understand flyover country. Or the gay niche market. Or the nature of hype. They should have released the film in select urban theaters. Most gay influencers have already seen it at film festivals and special viewings. So they don't have a buzz or following on opening weekend. On Sunday they should have released the movie online for the world. I would have paid maybe $40 to watch it on my 43 inch 4K smart TV. The cost of 2 tickets. Right there beside my boyfriend. Holding hands without fear someone might recognize us

Accidentally On Purpose I fell in love beyond the surface Beauty is only skin deep Love is like the roots of a tree So deeply I fell in love So weakly I try to climb up I'm lost on the high sea Took a wrong turn in the country Love is a pillar of sincerity For you I will suffer any austerity Accidentally I fell in love On purpose I don't climb up Beauty is only skin deep Love lasts for eternity The well of inspiration is infinity The elusive fountain of sincerity I fell in love accidentally I stay in love on purpose Accidentally On Purpose.

When your heart breaks into pieces If ever anything goes wrong Blame It On Me Open your eyes / See what's in store If ever you feel unsafe unsure Blame It On Me When your heart shatters into shards You can blame it on me Also for this moment of ecstasy You can blame it on me  Credit or blame / It's all the same Pride or shame / Love wild or tame Look at me / Here I am Listen to me / Hold my hand I'm your man So I shoulder any blame That might be floating around Heartache and heart-break I take the blame For this moment of intimacy For this eternity of ecstasy I take full credit I take the blame If ever anything goes wrong Blame It On Me But if it goes right Blame It On Me If it goes wrong Blame It On Me But if it goes right Make love to me When your heart breaks into pieces Blame It On Me For this moment of ecstasy Blame It On Me If anything goes wrong Blame It On Me But if it goes right Blame It On Me.